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Post subject: dafrca's Blog: Voice from the past...  Posted: Sun Jun 05, 2005 4:39 pm |
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Hi Dafrca,
Dafrca: Thanks for the notes of support. I will share more later, right now I am needed at the bath to help with the one year old. |
I tried to telephone you several times yesterday and left a few messages for you.
I hope you had a good day with Madeline! 
Shalom,
Maksim-Smelchak.
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Post subject: dafrca's Blog: Voice from the past... Posted: Sun Jun 05, 2005 7:51 pm |
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| Quote (dafrca @ 04 2005 June,07:08) | | I want to share something with you tonight, but I do not want your pity. I want to share it so that you will understand some of the things going on in my life. |
Others have expressed help & advice in better way than I could. So I will simply say that I hope you both pull through this to emerge stronger at the other side.
Best wishes
James
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Post subject: dafrca's Blog: Voice from the past... Posted: Sun Jun 05, 2005 8:50 pm |
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The situation has been in "developement" for a little while. I think last night I just needed to share so you guys will understand some of the comings and goings in my life.
To address a few things:
She was unhappy and yet in some ways relieved when I found out what the real story was. We have agreed to work on it together for now. I admit I do not know how to handle all the feelings I am having. But I also know we need more help then I can give. She has an appointment with a counciler to start the process. We will see how that goes. I plan on seeking some of my own as well.
In the mean time, I have tried to keep life moving for the kids and us. I am also trying to figure out how to keep my moral up, this forum helps there.
In any case, I may not talk about it a lot here, but now you guys will understand me and my life a little better.
For those who shared with me their experiances here or in the PMs. Thank you. It means a lot knowing there are people who will understand the situation and have real empathy.
dafrca
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Post subject: dafrca's Blog: Voice from the past... Posted: Sun Jun 05, 2005 9:02 pm |
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On an upbeat, Epic note. I have some bids on some more Imperial stuff. Should help out if I get it. More troops (never enough Troops) and some more other stuff. Do I need more, NO, but do I want more... 
Of course. 
dafrca
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Post subject: dafrca's Blog: Voice from the past... Posted: Sun Jun 05, 2005 10:23 pm |
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I concur with all the statements above...and you are not an 'idiot' for not seeing the problem. Everyone wants to believe that it is something else rather than that sort of problem. Especially with the ones we love and care about.
You hang in there, and we'll hang with you. 
my 2cents,
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Post subject: dafrca's Blog: Voice from the past... Posted: Mon Jun 06, 2005 12:51 am |
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Thanks guys.
dafrca
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Post subject: dafrca's Blog: Voice from the past... Posted: Mon Jun 06, 2005 12:51 am |
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Well, lost the bid on a few of the items. Darn. Too many crazy people willing to pay too much for stuff. 
dafrca
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Post subject: dafrca's Blog: Voice from the past... Posted: Mon Jun 06, 2005 6:25 am |
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Damn Capitalist !!! Oh wait !  Never mind !
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Post subject: dafrca's Blog: Voice from the past... Posted: Mon Jun 06, 2005 12:07 pm |
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I thank you Dafrca, enormous trust and faith in the Epicomm community.
I'm sorry that things are difficult at the moment (an understatement I'm sure) but I understand how you feel, very many people here (in Northern Ireland) were/are Valium addicts with Doctors handing them out like smarties as well as the usual drug suspects so most have had to deal with similar in one form or another, not easy. I hope we here can repay, in some small measure, that trust you have for us and, as usual, if there's anything I can do, just ask. In the meantime I will wish you the very best of luck.......
Perhaps Mojarn could send you some Grey Knights, they're good at exorcising demons 
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Post subject: dafrca's Blog: Voice from the past... Posted: Mon Jun 06, 2005 9:55 pm |
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Hi!
I agree Dafrca, WAAAY to many nuts paying insane amounts on e-bay. Thats why I keep away from that place!
Primarch
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Post subject: dafrca's Blog: Voice from the past... Posted: Tue Jun 07, 2005 12:40 am |
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| Quote (primarch @ 06 2005 June,13:55) | | I agree Dafrca, WAAAY to many nuts paying insane amounts on e-bay. Thats why I keep away from that place! |
I bid and win about 1 in a hundred. But it never hurts to bid.
dafrca
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Post subject: dafrca's Blog: Voice from the past... Posted: Tue Jun 07, 2005 5:50 am |
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Pulled out my RAFM Heavy Gear (another step child) and was looking at them. My Reavers are about the same size... 
New Titans? Odd Gear from another demention? Hum...
dafrca
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dafrca
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Post subject: dafrca's Blog: Voice from the past... Posted: Tue Jun 07, 2005 10:16 am |
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Well good morning one and all. 02:00 or 2 am here in good old Burbank.
The one year old must have had some kind of nightmare. Nothing like terror screams to wake daddy up and get his heart going.
Course baby is back asleep now and dad is wired on brain juice right now.
Bet I crash hard as soon as it is gone.
dafrca
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